Dedication

Dedicated? or Just Plain Dumb?

So I got up around 3:30 AM after my daughter woke me up. I got her settled back in soon after and was about to go  back to sleep until my alarm was supposed to go off at 5 AM, but Rach says “Why don’t you go running?”. I say “Because it’s freakin’ four o’clock in the morning!” She says “So.”    …

I didn’t have a good comeback after that. So I thought eff it, and went running. I’d like to say that I was dedicated because I was out running my neighborhood streets, but I really need to quit sabotaging my efforts with all the poor nutrition. Gainesville in just over a week. 

A very sleepy Fit Gator ran with MapMyRun! Distance: 3.19mi, time: 36:11, pace: 11:21min/mi, speed: 5.29mi/h.
http://mapmyrun.com/workout/361568425

The Night Runner Strikes Again!

It’s closing in on 11:30 PM and I just finished running 5k around my neighborhood in the dark. I like night running because it’s quiet (outside of my Pandora radio), there’s not too many cars to contend with, and it’s cathartic. It really helps me clear my mind of all the daily crap and refocus my energy. 

I don’t get much sleep at night but something has to give. Lately it’s been my health that’s been put to the wayside. Now that I’m retaking control of my life again and putting health and fitness as a priority, sleep will have to wait. It’s okay though, the sleep that I do get after I’ve exercised is good, solid sleep. It’s time to rededicate myself to becoming the Fit Gator.

The Fit Gator ran with MapMyRun! Distance: 3.11mi (No Walking!), time: 35:07, pace: 11:18min/mi, speed: 5.31mi/h.
http://mapmyrun.com/workout/328839145

210.8 – Success Breeds Complacency

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Rick and I having a few beers while playing some darts this past Friday night.

Apparently beer is not an approved food on my “lose-weight-and-get-fit-diet.” Complacency is a bad word. I feel like I have been way too complacent lately and as such, I have not abided by my blog’s motto, “Sacrifice. Dedication. Victory.” SDV.

When I have been successful on this journey, it’s because I did sacrifice. I have sacrificed time – time away from sleep so I could exercise instead – early in the morning on weekends or late at night on weekdays; sacrificed time with friends and family – instead of going to a movie with a friend, I would hit the elliptical. Instead of hanging out and playing with my kids, I went to the gym. Instead of going on a date-night with my wife, I would instead choose to spend that time running around the neighborhood. I’ve sacrificed foods – junk foods, fast food, sodas, and other poor choices that were simply just easier to make. I’ve turned down invitations to go to restaurants with friends to make sure I avoided temptation. I’ve fought the urge to simply get fast food during my lunch break, instead opting to go to my house and take the necessary time to make healthy meals. I’ve sacrificed free lunch at work to eat something healthier. I’ve sacrificed soda which I used to drink multiple times a day. I’ve sacrificed sleep and I’ve sacrificed comfort. All in the name of losing weight, fitness, and getting healthy.

I’ve dedicated myself to a healthier lifestyle. I’ve gone to the gym or running the streets late at night on weekdays when I have to be at work at 6 am. I’ve been dedicated to eating right and avoiding eating poorly. I”ve been dedicated to staying hydrated by drinking tons of water each day. I’ve been dedicated to getting up early to exercise on weekends, even when it’s been too cold, too hot, or too rainy when it would have been so nice to just stay in bed.

When I’ve done all of these things, victory is imminent.  I would win at hitting my weekly target weight goals. I would win the battle against temptation. I would win at overcoming physical limitations that I used to have, like not being able to run a complete 5K without walking. I would win with confidence as people noticed and complimented me about my weight loss.  And I had no doubt that I would win the ultimate FitBet that was driving this journey. 

“Success breeds complacency. Complacency breeds failure. Only the paranoid survive.”

For over a month I have been way too complacent. This is why I have stalled. This is why I haven’t broken into “Onederland” yet. Either you’re getting better or you’re getting worse. I must get better. No excuses. Time to rededicate myself to the FitGator mantra.

Sacrifice. Dedication. Victory.